KANJI
一番大切なモノを
一番大切にしたい
そんな単純なことが
今は一番できない
「もしも運命があるのならば
アナタは運命の人なんです」
そんな言葉
“今”を壊しそうで言えない
近くにいても遠く感じる
行ったり来たりしてるこの想い
「諦める」「諦めない」
終わらない花占い
宝箱の鍵を閉めたまま
キラキラした想い出抱きしめ
ほのかに色づいたカケラをため息に隠す
目が合ったなら逸らさないで
秘められたこの嘘を見抜いてよ
限界がもう分からないの
だから今は何も言わないで
苦しいよ
怖いほどアナタが好き
物足りないなんて言わない
どんなワガママも言わない
何かが変わるのがイヤで
逃げ出すことも出来ない
つい下を向いてしまうのは
嘘つきの無意味な反抗 悪あがき
怖い 悲しい 心 虚しさで溢れた
体の中に散った火花は
アナタが好きだというシグナル
「報われる」「報われない」
そんなのは関係ない
澄み切って満たされたあの空
いつか触れることが出来るなら
いつまでも彷徨う微熱をため息に溶かそう
間違いですか？
だとしてもアナタが好き
全て見られてるのは分かってて
見てて欲しがって隠れてる
そんな自分許してるよ自分にだけ
世界中の不安を集めて
閉じ込めたなら何が起こるの？
無限に広がっていく
とめどないこの妄想
心の中押さえつけるほど
反比例していく現実は
もうダメ耐えきれないよ
息ができなくなるよ
気づいてよ
この想い「アナタが好き」
目が合ったなら逸らさないで
秘められたこの嘘を見抜いてよ
限界がもう分からないの
だから今は何も言わないで
苦しいよ
怖いほどアナタが好き
ROMAJI
ichiban taisetsu na mono o
ichiban taisetsu ni shitai
sonna tanjun na koto ga
ima wa ichiban dekinai
"moshimo unmei ga aru no naraba
anata wa unmei no hito nan desu"
sonna kotoba
"ima" o kowashisou de ienai
chikaku ni itemo tooku kanjiru
ittari kitari shiteru kono omoi
"akirameru" "akiramenai"
owaranai hanauranai
takarabako no kagi o shimeta mama
kirakira shita omoide dakishime
honoka ni irodzuita kakera o tameiki ni kakusu
me ga atta nara sorasanaide
himerareta kono uso o minuite yo
genkai ga mou wakaranai no
dakara ima wa nanimo iwanaide
kurushii yo
kowai hodo anata ga suki
monotarinai nante iwanai
donna wagamama mo iwanai
nanika ga kawaru no ga iya de
nigedasu koto mo dekinai
tsui shita o muiteshimau no wa
usotsuki no muimi na hankou waruagaki
kowai kanashii kokoro munashisa de afureta
karada no naka ni chitta hibana wa
anata ga suki da to iu shigunaru
"mukuwareru" "mukuwarenai"
sonna no wa kankei nai
sumikitte mitasareta ano sora
itsuka fureru koto ga dekiru nara
itsumademo samayou binetsu o tameiki ni tokasou
machigai desu ka?
da to shitemo anata ga suki
subete mirareteru no wa wakattete
mitete hoshigatte kakureteru
sonna jibun yurushiteru yo jibun ni dake
sekaijuu no fuan o atsumete
tojikometa nara nani ga okoru no?
mugen ni hirogatteyuku
tomedonai kono mousou
kokoro no naka osaetsukeru hodo
hanpirei shiteyuku genjitsu wa
mou dame taekirenai yo
iki ga dekinakunaru yo
kidzuite yo
kono omoi "anata ga suki"
me ga atta nara sorasanaide
himerareta kono uso o minuite yo
genkai ga mou wakaranai no
dakara ima wa nanimo iwanaide
kurushii yo
kowai hodo anata ga suki
ENGLISH
I want to give the most attention
To what matters most to me.
Even though it's so simple,
That's what I'm most unable to do right now.
"If fate exists,
Then you're my fated person",
But I feel those words
Will destroy what we have now... I can't say them.
Even when we're near, we seem so far apart;
This feeling goes in and out like the tide...
"I'll give up..." "I'll never give up..."
An endless game of flower fortune telling.
Locking up my treasure box,
I'll embrace only my glittery emotions,
Hiding their faintly colored pieces behind my sighs.
When our eyes meet, don't look away!
See through this lie hidden within them!
I don't get where the boundaries lie anymore,
So don't say anything for now...
I'm in so much pain...
I love you so much, it's frightening.
I won't say that I feel something is missing.
I won't say anything selfish at all.
Wishing for nothing to change,
I can't even run away.
Whenever I suddenly avert my eyes, looking down at the ground,
It's only the meaningless rebellion of a liar... a vain struggle.
So afraid... so sad... my heart is filled with emptiness.
The sparks that scattered inside my body
Were a signal that I was in love with you.
"You'll say yes..." "You'll say no..."
But none of that really matters.
If I can someday manage to touch
The serene, satisfied sky above,
I'll go on dissolving this wandering fever into my sighs.
Am I making a mistake?
Even so, I still love you.
I know I've already been found out,
But I'm still hiding because I want you to find me.
I'm allowing myself that one self-indulgence.
If I could gather up all the world's uneasiness
And keep it locked away... would something happen?
This ceaseless delusion
Expands infinitely.
The more I keep it bottled up in my heart,
Reality forms an even greater opposition.
I can't take any more of this...
I won't be able to breathe before long.
So please realize
This feeling: "I love you."
When our eyes meet, don't look away!
See through this lie hidden within them!
I don't get where the boundaries lie anymore,
So don't say anything for now...
I'm in so much pain...
I love you so much, it's frightening.